I want a hug. Why is it only me that can see what there expecting of us is so wrong on so many different levels it shouldn't have to be this hard they never had to go though all this to be together it's so wrong and there's only me that can see . We have to stand together on this or what do we really have I can't carry on livening like this it's making me Ill
Tuesday June 16. 2015 * He left today. I was so cold, no hug or kiss goodbye. I liked him too much & it made me uncomfortable & probably ruined the weekend. He came on Friday after I issued the challenge of proving to me that he'd do that for me. He was sweet, fun, sexy all weekend, talked of me finding a place up there closer to him. I'm so confused. And I didn't think I would, but I miss him. I hate being whatever this is, & this thing that keeps a wall between me and the world.