April 14, 2014. We met, we fell in love. You were the only family I had this year. They are still gone, It's been 7 years. You were home. You were the pieces of my soul I found comfort in. You were the smile that replaced my own for me when I couldn't. You got bored of my "sad, quiet, prude" self. I fixed you. You broke me. Boxing Day. You saw her, you followed her into the bathroom alone that night while I watched. You promised she was a friend yet tonight your sleeping next to her…

April 14, 2014. We met, we fell in love. You were the only family I had this year. They are still gone, It's been 7 years. You were home. You were the pieces of my soul I found comfort in. You were the smile that replaced my own for me when I couldn't. You got bored of my "sad, quiet, prude" self. I fixed you. You broke me. Boxing Day. You saw her, you followed her into the bathroom alone that night while I watched. You promised she was a friend yet tonight your sleeping next to her…

Yes, I stay up late at night just thinking about different ways we could still be together and how one decision can change everything, but I'm getting better. I don't spend hours thinking about you, I spend a mere ten minutes deciding if your someone I should waste my night thoughts about. Everytime it's a no, but I do it anyways. I've tried being friends or even aquatints with you, but you always have an excuse. No more thoughts should run through my brain tonight

Yes, I stay up late at night just thinking about different ways we could still be together and how one decision can change everything, but I'm getting better. I don't spend hours thinking about you, I spend a mere ten minutes deciding if your someone I should waste my night thoughts about. Everytime it's a no, but I do it anyways. I've tried being friends or even aquatints with you, but you always have an excuse. No more thoughts should run through my brain tonight

It hurts for someone to be all u need but u always feel like you're not enough!!!! I'll fallback before I keep losing or feeln like I'm always getn the ass end if the stick or a temp fill in

It hurts for someone to be all u need but u always feel like you're not enough!!!! I'll fallback before I keep losing or feeln like I'm always getn the ass end if the stick or a temp fill in

I was that friend, but I was easily replaced as usual.  Hope you're having a great time without me Queen.  "Thanks for the memories even tho they weren't so great"

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I was that friend, but I was easily replaced as usual. Hope you're having a great time without me Queen. "Thanks for the memories even tho they weren't so great"

Not even replacing you. I hope he replaces me with someone who makes him happy. But to know I'm losing him and there's nothing I can do about it was truly the most abhorrent realization it's ever been my displeasure to know.

Not even replacing you. I hope he replaces me with someone who makes him happy. But to know I'm losing him and there's nothing I can do about it was truly the most abhorrent realization it's ever been my displeasure to know.

And when they ask you about me and you find yourself thinking back on all of our memories I hope you ache in regret as the truth hits you like a bullet and you find yourself replying she loved me more than anyone else in the entire world and I destroyed her...

And when they ask you about me and you find yourself thinking back on all of our memories I hope you ache in regret as the truth hits you like a bullet and you find yourself replying she loved me more than anyone else in the entire world and I destroyed her...

do you know the worst bit? even my best isn't good enough because everyone just replaces me in the end.. because im not worth it.

do you know the worst bit? even my best isn't good enough because everyone just replaces me in the end.. because im not worth it.

They start missing you when they fail to replace you. via (http://ift.tt/2euNWXv)

They start missing you when they fail to replace you. via (http://ift.tt/2euNWXv)

This always happens to me.. It's no wonder I don't trust anyone and am afraid to make new friends.. At least I have my family!

This always happens to me.. It's no wonder I don't trust anyone and am afraid to make new friends.. At least I have my family!

depressing quotes lost love replaceable nothing special i'm just me why am i like this jealous easily replaced depressing thoughts depressing tumblr

depressing quotes lost love replaceable nothing special i'm just me why am i like this jealous easily replaced depressing thoughts depressing tumblr

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