Yes yes yes. With your close friends it really hurts when you know you'll never be more than their second choice.
not to be second ...to be someone's first choice and treated like it More
If you hesitate when choosing between me and another guy, you have already made your choice...
You can lie and say you don't have those feelings for me, but we both know you're full of shit. let's be honest, real, and move the fuck on.
You don't have to be anybody's 'sometime' or even a second choice.
After what you did I had no choice but feel like I was your back-up plan, so to speak. You told me you wanted to recapture some of your youth, but now it seams it was just a ruse for you trying to see if you could find someone better and replace me.
If you become someone's second priority, never allow them to be your first. Eventually they'll admit to being bad at math, but you'll have already done that calculation for them.
I don't know whether to feel sad, or happy that this is me..
I'm always the second choice. Always. Just once, it would be nice to be first.
I'm ready to settle for someone who can't wait to see me again and isn't afraid to show it or say it.