The sun and skies were as brite as my heart felt that day, I was 38 years old and through my smiles and the ability to make others laugh, I just existed in the everyday mundane matters of life. I did what I was told, I went to church, I did for others and I was completely empty. No sun, no Love....married to a man who did not talk to me at all and I new he only married me so that he can have a son and have someone taking care of him. Perfect Meals, perfect Sunday Mass.....all a lie.
Looking foward to the warm summer days that should be here already. Being able to be outside and feel the warmth of the sun against your skin and the smell of the flowers and freshly cut grass as the wind blows through the trees.