Honestly I never feel included I feel like their just my friends because they fill bad for me or don't want to be mean. I swear I feel so fucking alone around everybody. I feel like a fucking outcast all the damn time.
This is exactly how my boyfriend is . And I didn't understand it at first but then he said I trust u and he knows I won't do anything dumb . If they say this it's because they trust u and respect ur decisions .
I suppose I got what I wanted, For you to be happy, And I guess I am just being selfish Because when I pictured you happy. I pictured you with me. I always thought I was making you happy too though, I guess it was not enough.