I think you've really got to wait and see how things play out. Sometimes a decision you might consider a regret or failure in the present can turn out to be the catalyst for something extraordinary in the end. Some of life's wildest journeys begin with a wrong turn.
not everything is supposed to become something beautiful + long-lasting. sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right + what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night + spill your lift to. not everyone is going to stay forever, + we will have to keep on going + thank them for what they've given us.