I so love this! My mom would have understood, she could have even written this. I truly am broken hearted for the losses in my life, a few of those losses were God's will and a few were because I couldn't be what they needed or wanted, and it hurts!
Yes! So true... Literally explains half of my fears. Yet, it seems impossible to break out of the memories of the past. But, I guess you just have to believe that everything is going to be fine and dive into the situation with a fresh new determined mind.