But I've been kinda secretly getting my shit together too... so that's why it's all a secret and then it would be kinda sorta like it never happened... talk about what you want and where you wanna go... keep the rest a secret and the focus intent and positivity known and aloud.
She is the kind of girl that is always smiling and loves to laugh. If you are falling down, she will be right there to pick you up. She is the one that always says sorry. Even if she is feeling like the scum of the earth, she will never let you know. This is the girl who is afraid of love, because she has already lost so much.
I have this bad habit of getting close to people and thinking that they're always going to be by myside. but eventually they always leave. I have this bad habit of loving people a little too much, when they don't even love me back; and when they leave me my heart feels like someone threw it from the sky. I have this bad habit of caring for people, when they don't even care about me at all. Perhaps, if they saw through my eyes they'll see the scars I have deep down inside. I'm tired. I'm…
i'm sorry i always let you down with stupid things and the way I act I don't want to disappoint you, I look up to you I wanna make you proud I just want you to put yourself in my shoes for a second I know you get mad because you care and I love that you care for me I love it so much but now I feel like I can't talk to u about things that are hurting. I appreciate everything u do for me I love u I truly do