say a word, just come over and lie here with me. Because I'm just about to set fire to everything I see. I want you so bad I go back on the things I believe. There, I just said it. I'm scared you'll forget about me. - John Mayer, Edge of Desire
Oh, so know this feeling. and the thing is that this is not true. because I care. And I worry about my feelings, even when - especially when - it feels like no-one else does, i know Jesus is here with me.
This is exactly why I don't open up to people. What if they don't care about me as much as I thought they did? They to HAVE to show me exactly how much they care about me before I feel confident enough to open up to them.