You know that repetitive voice in the back of your mind that keeps telling you to "get on with it?" That is your intuition and I suggest you follow her, i.e. [your wise choice]. YOUR program—the one you put together for yourself by way of self-inquiry, mentorship, research, and courses—is now a combination of your own best practices. This "mecca" of yours, the place you long to visit, is your sanctuary of peace and power.