I am now. It was painful getting over you, but now I have room in my heart for more important things-my relationship with God. So the pain turned out well, because know I know if someone is out there for me, I know he wont be like you.
I have learned the flip turn in a day, I have learned the butterfly rhythm, the breast stroke and everything about it, I have put everything I have in learning more and more, and now I will swim the 500 and make the team even if I feel like I can't go on!
I can't just let stuff go. It takes me a while to build up the courage to say goodbye. I don't think people realize how hard is to physically leave a situation whether it be good or bad. But once you're brave enough to do it, it happens so smoothly. - Kou
Why i have become distant. You drain me. You once made me happy. But you drain me terribly. I believe some where in there is a good heart but you hardly show it.. anymore. I'm tired of being tired, moody, unhappy, sad, and crying. I don't deserve that. I'm tired of making an effort after effort, while you just ignore me and hurt me. I hope you find who you really want in your life forever and be happy. Because its quiet obvious its not me.