Sometimes I wonder if I'm too old to have a best friend again. I feel like I've missed something special by not letting people in when I was in high school and college, and I fear that I will be lonely and friendless forever as the result.
I have lived this and I will never waste time like that again. Time you can never get back. And you can feel so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else. You should never feel that way in a good healthy relationship.
The moon is always there at night to here me. I don't have friends who really care but the moon does and it hears me. I can talk at night in my room about my feelings and everything I like dislike. I can sing to it and it won't say how terrible. The moon is there for me.