I'm trying desperately to figure out what the reason was for putting him in my path. Other than heartbreak and ruining my self confidence and feeling totally conned and stupid, I don't know. Maybe i needed to learn that you really can't trust people. Not even those who claim to love you. And i did learn! Now I don't trust anyone BUT the universe. So thanks #beachbob
No contact. I cried at first, because I felt empty. Then I realized that what was missing was the stress and fear I had grown accustomed to. I filled the void with my own self worth until I felt safe again.
.... I felt this way about only one person in my life. I should have done things differently. Now I don't have my sweetheart with me, but no one, including the years gone by, can take away the wonderful memories I still have of him.
Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible -Carl Jung