Letting go of an eating disorder can be one of the hardest things. Even when I knew I wanted to recover I was scared of fully letting go of ED; I didn't know who I was without an ED. But since I've let go, life has been so beautiful
Everyday I fight back the urge to text or call you, telling myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would, text you applies cause you’ve never talked to me. Knowing you never wanted to talk to me or see me hurts more than I can express, I feel so stu
You made me feel just like the rest of them did. Completely worthless and undeserving. I truly thought you were different and would never hurt me like that! I guess that I thought wrong. It's not the only time I've thought wrong. Oh well.