(Open rp) People say that being an assassin is just a job. I call bull. Being an assassin is a way of life. It changes you. Makes you feel numb. Makes you mistrust people. Hell, it makes you mistrust your own mind. I'd like to pretend that it's better. That being an assassin makes me elite and I spend my time with a gun in one hand and a knife in another. Truth is, it's just the simple act of murder. Skillfully done, but murder nonetheless. And I'm tired. Exhausted. That's where you find me.
So I went. But the thing is, after you do the thing you thought you’d never be able to do--after you are totally and completely honest with yourself--the world changes. You change. And your life starts to be governed by a different set of rules. Once you start to listen to the voice inside your head, it’s impossible to stop and go back to the way things were. Once you speak a truth that truly and utterly comes from the depths of your soul, nothing else will do.