It's a terrible and daunting battle....but you can win! Often times you are NOT the first victim. Once you're able to get to a safe place, get nosy. Find other contacts they had and you will quickly discover the level of toxicity you had in your life. You're not crazy, you're not a liar....you're a survivor. Keep all texts, e-mails, and get you an auto-recorder on your phone.
So me, I hate being alone I always try my hardest to make others happy. But when someone leaves me I will never ask them to stay or tell them that I need them in my life. Its not in me to do that. If I do then you know just how much you mean to me and just how much it will destroy me to lose you