Pain changes people, it makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out. We can all thank Robin for the pain and hurt I have endured. We can thank my real family for helping me over come some of the trauma. It's a work in progress.
I have just realized why they call it a crush because my crush completly ignored me today when he usualy talks to me every day. I feel worthles now. I actualy thought he liked me. Well thats the last time i'll ever fall for a guy