Mental illness is serious and valid and needs to be accepted and helped instead of shamed or not believed, but having a mental illness does not give you permission to treat someone else like shit. Do not use your illness as an excuse.
This goes out to a few special people around gere!!
I think you have to one of the most vile human beings I have ever met. You didn't know half of the shit I have been through in life and I get to add you to one more person who walked away and never truly loved or cared about me.