I am so bad at letting go, but I guess i am a pro at letting it hurt. With you, I've been letting it hurt for a long time. I love you and I want to be with you, but I can't and you dont match my effort, but I can't muster the strength to let go
I don't think he will ever know how he ripped my heart out when he tried to move on. I think he moved on a lot more than what he led me to believe. I still feel his guilt about the way he treated her... and others.