How many times do I need to tell myself that she is Not The One! She is Not for Me! She belongs to somebody else! When am I'm going to get this over with! No! I can't face her! She is Not what I deserve! I wish I could stop! I wish this storm could be over. I hate to admit it but I do want this person even If don't because I'm just lying to myself. I know deep inside me, I want this person. I'm just afraid.