I had an inkling... because I was always so "different". But a lot of people thought I was doing that on purpose and putting on my challenges so to speak, just to be difficult, or for shits and giggles.
I'm a fan of Louise Hay, and she nailed it with this statement. People can take years searching for complicated ways to solve problems. When it can be as simple as changing the way you think and look at things. Many times the simplest things are over looked. The biggest barriers to changing your thinking are your beliefs opinions and ego