Love it! Some people live for drama, trying to impress people and painting a pretty picture for others. When you're happy, you don't have to prove a thing. I'm happier than I've ever been. Happiness speaks for it's self.
Trust God that if you are praying for your future spouse and nothing is happening it's not because God is ignoring you but because He wants you to wait for what is best for you. He is the creator of love itself and He is the best orchestrator of any relationship. Trust in Him that He can lead the right person to you in His own time and way.