yeah well try watching after wanting to for the longest time and learning legitimately everything from tumblr and watching seasons 1 and 2 and knowing about all the literal hell that's going to come and then you have to wait for that beam of sunshine in the dark times (Cas) but EVERY episode for the first few seasons is one without Cas do you know how HARD that is
I am 43 and I have suffered from depression and anxiety disorder for 28 years. Please go to your doctor if you have even the slightest symptom of depression. Finding a local support group to join if you can. Don't suffer alone.
breaking light~Revelation 4:11 You are Worthy, Jehovah our God, to receive the Glory and the Honor and the power, because you created all things , and because of your will , they came into existence and were created.