The closer you walk with God... it changes everything. There will be times you get angry at God, especially when your illness seems to destroy your plans, your dreams. But try your hardest to run toward God--not away from Him. It will make the fear and the anger last so much less time and let you get on with the real plans God has for your life.
Prayer: God At The Center Dear Lord, Be at the center of everything in my life because without you I am off balance and spinning out of control. In Jesus name amen! http://husbandrevolution.com/prayer-god-center/