Its amazing how quickly you find your true self once you let go of being fake for the sake of others, letting go of fear for acceptance, and being shy because you know what you have to say is of value for those who live in foolishness. Only by being yourself can you change the world.
We're back to: It depends. Being had by a purpose or vision drives an individual to be better tomorrow than today at fulfilling that purpose or vision. It is about doing good work and finding meaning in what I do. If not then a rainy day at the beach might be better to inspire me as to what I want to commit to regarding my contribution, purpose, vision and meaning in my life.
It's time to let go of the past and do what's best for me and my children. Thank you for teaching me that I was stronger without you. I'm a better person for all of my life experiences, good and bad. Now it's time to move on.