Do not fret over what is and what isn't the way its supposed to be for this very moment is how it should be; how God had intended for it to be at least. Find peace in knowing that He has a plan for your life and his timing is always perfect.
For me, personally, this could not have been better said. No matter how much time has passed, no matter the circumstances, YOU will forever have a special place in my heart. ALWAYS. There's not 1 day that goes by that I don't think of you in some way or another. After all, you never forget or stop loving your forever love. I know I never will, even if I wanted to.