When something good happened, you were the first person I wanted to tell. When something bad happened, you were the first one I wanted hug. I still tell you all my good news! But I can't hug you anymore. I can't hear your sweet voice telling me everything will be ok. I cry as I lay awake at night thinking of all the time we spent together and all the wonderful memories we made. I miss you more than anyone knows, and it's killing me that we can't talk anymore.
You asked her to go with us to meet your parents. You were going to pay for her when we couldn't even make rent. I slept for hours while you played xbox with her and all I did was cry and pretend like I didn't mind that my boy friend was falling in love with my best friend.