Best decision I ever made was when I finally cried out, GOD I can't go on! You have to intervene, I've reached my breaking point. I won't make it. I failed! I cant do this! I will not survive this. I need my God to save me!And HE did.
1 Corinthians KJV There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear.