I fucking hate myself. I'm still crying over you two months later? I should be done with this. I deserve better. You don't deserve shit. Let alone me. You treated me like a puppet and I truly hate you for that. I can't keep letting these assholes near my heart. Do me a favor and stop getting under my skin. Didn't you think breaking my heart twice was enough? I hope you feel as miserable as I did. -a text I'm too sober to send; words I don't have the courage to say. T.M.