This makes me think off all the times I was with you . All the times in the car when you'd hold my hand . Give me that look . The nights id come home from work & just lay with you ... Listening to your stories . The morning touches & kisses . It was as if it were only you & I & nothing else was even worth remembering !
And then I always thought the words, and then, were a prelude to something wonderful. Like seeing a ship come in or finding a note in your letterbox when you weren't expecting one.That swift, surprising transition from nothing to everything. And then Two little words that hold a world of promise. And then the light pierced through the dark, forbidding sky, and the rain stopping falling. And then I met you.
I've had 4 drinks in the last hour. All with a splash of coke. I am drunk and I'm restless to see some kind of pat from you tonight that sheds a spec of hope on us. The truth is I can't tell you how long I've thought this, but I've thought of you as my wife. I've referred to you as my wife several times. That's just how I feel. Maybe cuz I pictured spending the rest of my life with you.