My desires in a relationship have changed over time. I no longer want someone who promises to always love me and never leave me. I need someone who understands that life happens and sometimes things don't work out. I don't want someone who sugar coats things and never gets angry with me. I need someone to tell me how it really is and put me in my place. I need to be able to go five hours without talking to you and not feel lost or incomplete. I am complete without you.
I'm quirky, silly, blunt, and broken. My days are sometimes too dark, and my nights are sometimes too long. I often trip over my own insecurities. I require attention, long for passion, and wish to be desired. I use music to speak when words fail me, even though words are as important to me as the air I breathe. I love hard and with all that I have... and even with my faults, I am worth loving.
I want you to stop running away from me. I want you to walk up to me for a change and start a real conversation that lasts more than 30 seconds. You never ask me anything...am I really so boring? I want you to call me. I want you to ask me out. All quite reasonable and natural things that happen between two people who like each other, and yes, I do want you to kiss me when the time is right.