❂ “To hell, to hell with balance! I break glasses; I want to burn, even if I break myself. I want to live only for ecstasy. I’m neurotic, perverted, destructive, fiery, dangerous - lava, inflammable, unrestrained.” ~ Anais Nin
In the spring of 2013, I met a woman on OKCupid. She was petite, with a kind smile and a voice so soft that it could melt all your troubles away. Her shock of red curls went down to her shoulders — and because of this, and the fact that we no longer speak, let's call her Ann. Ann was a few years older than I, wise and mature. She also, it turned out, spent her professional life beating up strangers for their sexual satisfaction.
@D you said I'm not "better or for worse" guy. I disagree. Think of all the times I stayed up all night in the hospital by your side. Cared for you (when let me) visited you in rehab. I AM that guy. I love all your darkest places. But I don't know how to care from you from a distance.