she battled with too much. all the torment and bullying caused her to have terrible anxiety, panic attacks, suicidal thoughts. she thought all hope was lost, that she'd never meet someone to bring light to the darkness. until someone new moved in next door, and she had hope that things would get better, for the first time in a long time. ( be him, im her; comment or message for more info )
“Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?" "That depends a good deal on where you want to get to." "I don't much care where –" "Then it doesn't matter which way you go.” ― Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland "Würden Sie mir bitte sagen, welchen Weg ich von hier aus gehen?« »Das hängt ein gutes Stück auf, in dem Sie erhalten möchten" "Ich weiß nicht viel Pflege, wo -". "Dann ist es egal, im Wunderland von Lewis Carroll, Alice - welchen Weg Sie gehen. "
Here's the thing; If you will pour that story out onto paper, your journal will become the best of therapists. In getting the story told and out of the dark closet of secrecy the story will lose its power over you.