Trust me, I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one will hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. For everyting to hurt so bad you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.
quote I don't really have any motivation to do anything anymore. I don't feel like wasting my energy on all the pointless day to day bullshit of life. So if you don't hear from me, I away in my mind. Don't try to find me
"Whenever I have a good few months and I think I've gotten over the worst of my depression, it silently returns. This isn't a battle I asked to fight. I'm tired of knowing it's always coming back." I feel like this exactly