Most everyone- has been hurt in a past relationship.. Most everyone- is afraid to give their heart to someone once they've had it broken in the past. But feeling safe enough to give away your heart to someone again; feeling like they won't hurt you and feeling that they're worth the risk of giving it away and of being heartbroken again; is incredible. It'a something that you should never stop looking for. Someone that's worth the wait and the risk.
I used to tell myself that. Then I realized that I do not miss him. I only missed the things he did to make me feel special. I have realized those actions in themselves were lies. And someone else does love me, and can love me better, because he truly believes what he says, and has real feeling behind his actions.
Impolite as the language might be, its very true-ironic. Wanting things to be better, trying/wanting to help, bringing them out, leaving-they get offended after how they acted, in defense mode, try to justify/blame/hurt you more. People like this are sick cowards when they trash someone/what's most important in their life.