the person i miss i the person i married. the fake persona. facade. mask. duper. chameleon. i hate that you were never real. i hate the lies, cheats, deception, manipulation. you know right from wrong... that's why you hide, lie, cheat, delete. i hate that too.
In the 8 months I was away from Michael, we learned more about each other and our relationship than we ever did by living together. We got to fall in love all over again, and as hard as it was, I'm so thankful for it. By getting through that, I know we'll be able to get through anything. Military life is hard an d it isn't for everyone but I wouldn't change it for the world